Very interesting. What you say resonates with me. I never promote my views about God and religion—because I have no way of knowing if I’m right or wrong.
But I’m introspective about HOW I can told hold the views that I do.
For me, the imperative is kindness, not belief. In any case, here’s a brief description of my journey with and without God.
https://ray-katz.medium.com/we-created-man-in-our-image-48e864e92bad